Melanin for #humanityacrossboundaries

I have been doing nightshift since a few days. I would sleep midday and do my 24 hours centering around my sleep so rest remains on focus. The quiet of the night allows me to record my audios afforded by the ambient silence the way daytime cannot afford..or rather I cannot afford a sound-proof studio right now.

Melanin. I cried in the middle of anything today and had to do a retake on why. I am not pregnant as one of the reasons stated for random emotional episodes, I am eating good food so it is not a dietary insufficiency that gave the eyeleak, I am having fun creating stuff that is part of my reason for existence, I am not drinking as much water as I would like but that is nothing new and is much better than it used to be; besides I do Nirbeeja Yoga®️, which is like uber cool health maintenance practice. On rechecking my past tracking of necessary health parameters, of the recent changes I found is the nightshift. The problem is not the nightshift. The problem is melanin.

You see, melanin maintenance in the body happens in dark, like no light dark, like when all the lights are switched off and natures lights are also turned down so it is dark and the melanin caretaking centers of the brain can do their work. What work? Allopathists would give a detailed biochemical chain of events that melanin takes care of, but I have been working since some time on despecializing my language of technical jargons. Meaning, I have been working on ‘layman’ing my language {coz people have all through my lifetime not been understanding what I speak, so having a lot of medical jargon further compounds the matter, so I have out of necessity been working on despecializing my work, which seems to be creating a speciality of its own but people seem to understand what I am speaking though nobody (dares?) talk to me in person often because I slap an invoice in their face for the time that I need to spend speaking to them than behind my different platforms where I have work to do anyways coz I am like superspecial important to life, like university grant commission to fast track the human rehabilitation program so evolution can get on line in moving forward with nonviolence-based technology, and I have to make sure we have 36 Chambers built in readiness for the future office bearers who are already some of them here who would take charge and are checking on me as to how their office decoration is coming along. Talk about work pressure!}.

Melanin. When the body does not get sufficient dark-time, inhibitions not working as well as they need to, like immunity concerns, ‘negative’ thoughts giving you an emotional upheaval, dooms day, greater difficulty with resisting temptations (which I could resist because I shifted to a meristematic diet so the protocol dictates no pizza, no biscuits, no bread, no tea, no coffee, no outside food..ok this list is for me to not get out of self-imposed discipline on a strict vegetarian diet plus milk products and water coz the world requires somebody (me) to keep it together in being human even if no body else sees the need for it for the sake of everybody else. Pompous this may seem, even audacious, but you dont know what all circus I have been doing in keeping us human and becoming humaner by the day.

Writing this Article while I am in the throes of ‘need more melanin time’ was important so there is the ‘patient’ perspective captured in document form so the ‘physician’ that is me can also review the matter in scientific appreciation so there is better overview of the problem and solution in continuous empirical, if not etymological, retrospective reflective research mode. Besides, it gives people an opportunity to engage their noodles from their unique perspectives in viewing a text that would otherwise possibly not be written. I write long sentences, for example, which if a person can read from start to finish and understand the matter in one go would have better comprehension skills as well as conceptual understanding cum a certain word-gym experience that is good for IQ gyming, coz I keep changing the tempo and ideas and connecting dots across different paradigms of thought so good for your brain health!

Multiple benefits. Besides, maybe, hopefully, I have people, a lot of people, rethink about their idea of what or who a ‘patient’ is by maybe in someway seeing how much of health there is in all these random scatter braining of thoughts for multiple purposes that includes but is not limited to #humanityacrossboundaries, #healthierspermandovum, documenting #intangibleworldheritage, moving history and herstory forward for the better, seeding of new thoughts (the old set of how-tos are boring in how long they have been hamster-in-the-same-wheel’ing; oh! I conveniently forgot that I have created my own wheels, many of them, to hamster-in-the-wheels by so my noodles are not churning on same problems and outputting same or similar solutions from my Turing machine. Why else do you think my Enterprise is about facilitating original humane intelligence? coz I am bored with the same adults telling little kids how to live a normal ordinary life while their words, actions, thoughts and behaviours contradicting each other, which is not the problem but the sameness of problems is and lack of ingenuity through care brought on by #truelove is. Why else do you think I haven’t wanted to get married thus far? The whole institution needed sanitising I thought; I discovered that that is true going by how much people are trying to recover from corruption and domestic abuse and whatnots while a marriage is supposed to bring the male and female dynasties together in a sane nonviolent no-disease causing ecological economy.

In my believe-it-or-not life story of mythological proportions, I found my partner in my body but Sita could not live with Rama in that lifetime because he could not think for himself and got swayed by people’s opinion over his own instincts. So, this lifetime, I come equipped with questions – 14 of them at least..and I will change my arsenal according to how much drama is going on at the moment that does not allow for a humane appreciation of root causes to common everyday problems, let alone international events that requires so much careful consideration, which a whole planet of humans can solve if only they cared enough to communicate across boundaries keeping aside their ‘who is right’ seizure episodes.

I am taking advantage of the melanin-deficient reduced inhibition. An occasional volcano is allowed for Earth, especially when humans cannot understand an appeal for humanity by an Enterprise who has been harping about it in so many attempts to talk humanese that 10 trademarks got formed talking about different aspects of the same concern while the pandemic made several people go to the other side wondering ‘why they died’ ‘what could have prevented it’ and ‘what solutions already available that we are not indulging in with available resources.’ I may be talking Bitha’ese but I am talking some version of English. I have been attempting to ‘layman’ English but coming from different backgrounds and going through several schools of logic with their own unique vocabulary in English, my English has gotten rainbow coloured. But, I talk humanese, and am on this side of life talking ..appealing..to humans across boundaries ‘lets talk across a table.’ Someone or the other is bound to understand something of what I say.

Ok reduced inhibition time off. You can go back to not reading this or pretending I never said that. I have probably earned a few more names now with this Article.

Get your daily dose of sufficient dark time so you can ponder over what you need to in the dark of the moment so your light does not go out and you care enough to write such Articles that speaks about things better thought of and discussed than calling each other names from your lack of sufficient dark time per day. I call it ‘me time.’ That way I can listen to what my ‘gut flora and fauna’ is telling me so one of the flora/fauna turned out to be corona who told me the pandemic was of violence that needed healing. So I am..healing, that is.

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