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After much deliberation on the merits and demerits of posting this Article, I still tend to go with Shakespeare’s advice – ‘Do or not to do? Do if doing is better than not-doing.’ I also go by the song that says ‘Say what you need to say, say what you need to say..say what needs to be said and said again.’ So, here it is! Another of my ‘experiments with truth.’

I have been experimenting so to speak with basics, like why do we need to brush teeth every morning, why eat, why sleep, why sleep at night, what happens if you dont poop, et al. Basics. Never settling for what others have been saying why I need to do anything coz my longstanding complaint has been that ‘adults dont really know what they are saying’ and I have ample proof for what they dont know that they tote as knowing and make a lot of my life difficult somuchso that I need to end up doing what adults with a little thought could have staved with a little care for details. Humph. (umm..that was me releasing a good lot of unsaid pent-up whatnots in that one ‘humph’ so I dont volcano at an inopportune moment and be called ‘insolent’ for that!)

The following paragraph (this paragraph alone) is written at a different time from the rest of the Article, more precisely 3.5 days after my last bath(since when I began writing this Article), with better hydration at the time of writing than when writing the other paragraphs, better food and rest, just not bathed enough. There might be repetitions and overlay of contexts with some gliding over the others. I am writing this Article like an impromptu report of sorts, reporting from the mental constitution of a person who hasn’t had a bath and is prone to ‘internal stimulus'(?) nay..external stimulus..from the effect of germs on my skin influencing my nerves {given that skin and nervous system arise from the same germinal ectodermal cells) affecting my mental constitution as influencers in what I write or how I write this Article. This paragraph..this paragraph only..is written when I am 3.5 days old into ‘not bathing’ while the other paragraphs are written at 1.5 days old. One might wonder at my mental stability but then I wonder how much of our psychiatric conditions are contributed by the nervous constitution of a bath-less patient and degrees of dehydration affecting the nervous tonicity of a person than the afflictions from a distorted sense of so-called reality, which a lot of us are figuring out the ‘normalcy of sanity’ of anyways. I may be prejudiced more towards ‘things are insane/chaotic and we are all in different stages of ordering chaos into some semblance of a life from the premise that ‘life is the ordering of chaos’ so our definition of ‘normal’ is kind of influenced by homeostatic tendencies to keep it ‘all is well’ than a tumultous discomfort arising from a perception of ‘disorder’ or several ‘unknown variables’ but I leave it to the discretion of the Reader. I could NOT post this Article, of course, and ‘save my face’ for the sake of the sane representation of my persona as an original humane intelligence entrepreneur but I would not be true-to-my-conscience ‘health-facilitating’ independent journalist-cum-entrepreneur too if I did not exercise a bit of my crazy side well enough to publish an Article that needs to be read by people who need to think about sanity in terms of hitherto unthought ways so we do have better societal health from a humane perspective. People are more intelligent than the fear-based claustrophobic limits imposed by ‘specialised’ study fields keeping our humanity ‘compartmentalized’ within boundaries just as our nervous disposition figures out ways to be more open like our heart so the two are more coordinated. I am sure heart is ‘woman’ and brain ‘man’ presently, and we keep attempting to have our heart and brain talk well to each other!

Matted hair is one of the fashion accessories of Shiva. Shivites smatter their hair with stuff TO matt their hair and smear their body with ash to copy the fashion trend set forth by Shiva, who Sati and a lot of people alienated as antisocial dress code and behavior pattern. People go on vacation from their daily humdrum, and that is not a problem. A person choosing to be on permanent vacation from society is. Reminds me of the ‘Indian crab’ phenomenon where ‘you are supposed to be like everybody else; if everybody else is suffering, you are to suffer in similar circumstances too…or give me what you are doing that gets you away’ and pull at the free’dom of the person so homeostasis maintains. Pretty tenuous, if you ask me, but that’s why evolution has been on UBUNTU mode – one for all all for one; keeps the fabric of time and space going forward like a giant amoeba, so no parts are left behind and the Ocean remains a bettering Ocean. We are all family members of this huge organism called Life and that’s why a leader has dual responsibility – to be the path-carving driver and the watch-your-behind conductor of the millipede that is the great grand snake called Kaa. Like in The Jungle Book, Mogli cannot get eaten by Kaa nor can Kaa be left alone in any so manner coz we are inside her and she is inside us as kundalini. Microcosm and macrocosm are very organically connected. Lucky us; it keeps us together.

Now to get our hearts together – bath. CERN pelting particles is violence against the substance of a particle. Pelted stuff leave a dent on the particles’ surface, forming like craters on the moon. It denatures the substance of the particles so the next time they pummel the same surface, they get not the same sounds. Bathing is important so our body pummelled with the electromagnetic whatnots from people’s unwashed tissues and unhealed violences because of which they tend to push-pull at other’s stuff in their survival-of-the-fittest legalised domestic ‘nonviolence’ does not have our body material get suboptimal coz a long time of that and our body begins to become dis-eased. Microbiome that forms on the skin surface when not regularly washed remembers these pummelled experiences and retraumatizes our nervous system with the memory of the pummelling long after the pommeling is over by that person for that moment in the day. A 24-hour long day has many moments with many people a person interacts with. A celebrity is a work of admiration, especially one who can keep their stuff together with controversial positioning in the schema of their arena of Work.

Bathing washes some of the germs away so the germs do not retraumatize with what happened in the last 2 or 3 meetings while you are now having a meal alone and may be being pummelled with what happened in the first meeting alongside what happened in your previous lifetime if you haven’t done Nirbeeja Yoga®️ and your tissues are remembering not-so-nice stuff from your previous umpteen or howsomany lifetimes you have lived. In the company of such difficult thoughts/emotions, food might get less optimally digested. This is perhaps those instances when people have a bloaty feeling or acidity or more ‘aama’ precipitates that needs detoxification for restoring health in the body.

Like a tree bark, new layers of tissue emerge from the subcutaneous to guard the frontline and as the day goes into the next, sweat and other bodily fluids make a nice place for germs to hang around and contemplate on life from this lofty position. They offer quite a few insights, thoughts, experiences, surfaces to bounce off of and reflect upon life as you move through the different environs, eating, drinking, sleeping, reading, creating stuff the quality of which depends on who you teammates are. I like germs too; meaning, I dont have an aversion to them. They are like my security system with CCTV facilities of sorts; they tell me who has been in my space since the last time I did Nirbeeja Yoga®️ to clean/shuddhify my essence. They hold energy signature of how people have been relating to me. Kinda like cleaning your room and then depending on what things are found on a second clean discerning what has been happening in the room.

They are lifeforms with a unique ecosystem of their own. When mindful, Nirbeeja Yoga®️ style, wowered with meristematic diet, flora and fauna on the different surfaces of my body keep getting healthier. Things get interesting when my nervous system gets ladden with germs who have had a particularly heavy dose of external pummelling, and all this pummelling is without even contact with another person or thing or anything that would be called ‘violent’ because people are sparking particles off their body from the different kinds of stimulants not really conducive to the health of our human body make. Nerves fraught with tension they cannot contain and are firing away at the next unsuspecting listener or muscle tension ready to fight/flight/freeze at the next trigger, blood laden with past life experiences managing to flow through the veins and arteries depending on what goes into the body to keep them fluid. Bath makes the body light so the skin can flower up from the hitherto subdued happitude and gaze afresh from the beds of the body out into the horizons and pick another song or hue or movement to create another weave.

Bath is good, like an occasional new dress for my kind of biodynamic researcher at the periodic cycling of data collection required to test validity and relevance of treatment at different stages of this no-thing based organic therapeutic inquiry into life. I also think too much ‘sanitisation’ like germs are bad and gives you the allergy kind of aversion also has a person be open TO get an infection because they have excluded the opportunities that germs bring into their life. ‘Intolerance’ may be a symptom of ‘allergy’ to dirt or dust or ‘sanitized surfaces’ like if a person only drinks organic mineral water 24/7, eating amongst common people or being in ‘unclean’ public places may give them an allergy coz their immune system is so weak and unfamiliar with ‘variety.’ In terms of Nirbeeja Yoga®️, tolerance to dirt, sweat, gooey smelly crap would be part of the 41 langhanams required to have samasthithi where you could lose your composure if in the presence of something unpleasant or unfamiliar to your particular ‘level’ of cleanliness. Once a person sufficiently goes beyond the ‘must’ and ‘should’ of a bath and ‘mandates of hygiene,’ the person is freer to choose better but not go icky if something less than optimal shows up. And, then, performance can be upped with a regular bath to have up-to-date skin news with all kinds of sources informing a person on what it takes to be healthy, wealthy and wise in an evolutionarily wholesomizing manner; everybody becomes a teacher and you free enough to be a student without kow-towing to anybody who claims to be a teacher, where anybody becomes a ‘guilty until proven innocent’ candidate into ‘teaching’ you where your discretion determines if the crap that comes out of a person’s mouth is worth being called ‘teaching,’ so studentship is not another word for slavery. This, of course, places the onus of ‘learning’ on the student, not on parents or teachers or system or anything. Germs can make a person out of a copy-pasting/roting bot of a somebody {I was thinking ‘sorry excuse of a human’ but more the fact is ‘work-in-progress/yet-to-cover-developmental-milestones human.’ We got a lot of them in that category}.

That’s how I wrote this Article. Sane science, this conscience of Meristem Intelligence®️, don’t you see?

(I am going to go have my bath now and see if later I would write an addendum to this one from fresher skin coz right now I have a Lott of hands and legs writing this Article with me informing my nerves from my skin on what to write. It is like writing with a lot of kids pulling on your fabric having you think a thought or two you never otherwise would have. Having a bath is not necessarily going to wash the ‘kids’ away, only won’t be traumatised with what did not got well tensioning the thought lines of what could go well, thereby unnecessarily creating a drag or resistance to the flow or stream of consciousness, but recording this viscosity and its effects on fluid intelligence is important coz some of our concreted intellect may be coming from our nerves not having sufficient bath in cleaner CSF, which Nirbeeja Yoga®️ helps clean so an Article such as this can be dared written from this ‘fresh’ perspective.)

{This Article is written by a person weighing 69.4 kgs with about 2.5 glasses of water hydration through this day, at 12:45 noontime, with a light breakfast of a paratha with ghee, without having a bath since 1.5 days, just for the records.)